There's no doubt in my mind that they'd get along, because I don't plan on letting just anyone become part of our pre-made family. But all kinds of crazy fears, worries, and deep concerns about letting a man into our sanction flow through my brain:
- What if he molests her when I'm not home?
- What if he appears to be nice at first, but eventually turns into a:
1. Woman Beater
2. Gold Digger
3. Control Freak
4. Straight Up-and-Down Psycho!
5. Et Cetera
I get so wrapped up in the “what-ifs” that I really don’t even want to consider getting married to anyone anymore. I know that I would not be dating a man for myself, but more-so for Phoenix. Just the thought of someone disappointing or hurting her, including myself, cuts me deep, and I really would hate for that to happen. So, what does a woman who would like to have more kids (preferably 2 boys) do to overcome those fears? Do I remain afraid and continue to protect myself and daughter? Or do I just be thankful for all that I have now, and let God do the rest?2. Gold Digger
3. Control Freak
4. Straight Up-and-Down Psycho!
5. Et Cetera
I think I may have answered my own question.